A Series of Events

   So as many of y'all know I tested positive for corona in may. Being a teenager, I did not leave my room for days but still, somehow I was infected with the disease which was killing thousands of people, or at least these were pretty much all the thoughts I had on the first day after testing positive. The whole day I was focusing on the fact that I may die any moment, the disease which was once in China was now inside of me, living off my energy. I was sicker mentally than physically and I had cOrOnA people. The second day was better than the first one, I had decided to ignore the fact that I had corona and live as though these were my last days on earth and yes this fact is exaggerated for the emphasis effect. By the third day I had a routine, you know wash my clothes, utensils, the floor and make my bed. ( it is surprising how much your room gets dirty even though all you do is sit in one place with a book or your laptop) . By the fourth day I was all normal (mentally) I had whole heartedly laughed on and accepted the fact that I have corona, the disease which is killing thousands of people and I was doing perfectly fine. So the point of this whole paragraph is if you calm yourself down mentally you can control all of your physical actions and reactions. I say this because after I acknowledged the fact that I had corona and stopped ignoring and denying it, everything magically stopped. My headache, backache, constant distractions, restlessness, everything. It was as though everything was normal again. 

Another important thing I understood was people actually, really cared how I was doing. They made it a point to message me every day, call me up once every 3 days. As I could not really talk 'talk' they used to take up the responsibility to talk for most of the time and make me laugh, so basically pamper me unnecessarily. Yes, I know this is cringe but I also clearly understood the difference between fake people and the ones who really really cared, a big thank you to those who made sure I was all crazy normal after I got better. The calls really helped me in the first 2 days, you know to calm me down or to distract me at the least.

Now if you ask me what I did after the fourth day, it was as though I was a normal teenager again and was in my room happily 24 x 7.